When I think about you I smile because I know you never knew pain, you never knew harm, you were never cold, you never shed a tear. You were always warm, you were loved by so many, you made me so excited and your big brother light up with joy. We talk about you all the time. We pray that you are safe and in His arms. We pray that your great grandparents are taking such great care of you. I cry because I miss you. I cry because your brother misses you and instead of giving you kisses on your cheeks and hugging you tight he sends his kisses and his hugs up to you in Heaven. Your daddy loves you so much. Today, I would have been 30 weeks pregnant with you. Only 10 more sweet weeks until I would have been able to hold you, kiss you, name you, keep you safe, warm, loved on you, showed you off. In 10 weeks I will remember you, my darling baby. I love you so much. When people ask how many children I have I do have to take a deep breath and say I have a 2 year old and I have an angel baby. I try not to cry but I miss you so much. I love you, I love you, I love you.
Xoxo,
Sending you love xoxo
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